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Bila nak kerja?

" Jadi sekarang duk buat apa? Bila nak kena panggil posting?" huhu..Officially i am getting bored to answer this kind of question... don't worry la, when the time comes i will officially tell you. ok, puas hati?.  haih...Please la ask the question that  I can  answer...huuu
 

2 seconds memories

do you know that the goldfish only have 2 seconds memories.... i don't know either......but pasta taught me that...:) oh, sometimes i wonder how does it feel to have only two seconds in your memory.... :), sometimes, i wonder who i am if  i am not myself.. sometimes, i wonder where can i go, if i am not staying in this place.. i wonder why i don't have the courage to do something beyond my expectation.. i wonder why i like to fight for mY  life? why don't i just let it to just flow all i want to do right now is to sink myself in the water and enjoy the coolness i want to float myself at a nice, quite lake with a nice view at night, in dark, watching upon the star, alone all i want right now is not to be found... i want to be free, i want to free my mind, i want to let go, back off and i want to grow up differently... let me be p/s:   “In my thoughts, I’ve packed my bags more than a hundred times.”-cinderella sisters p/s 2: thanks :)

Mak dan Abah

Lately, haha, maybe not just this time around, i do like to complaint a lots.  Lotsss to be exact. It does not because i like to do it.. but to some extent.i can't understand why does other people became so clueless on what happening around them..  I can't understand why they make it difficult when actually they can make it easy Why people like to only just see it, when they actually can do it.. huhu, my sister amaze me by referring this kind of attitude to the phrases in quraan that say "They have  hearts  but  do not understand,  eyes but  do not  see .  They have  ears  but  do not hear" I also don't understand about how come the common senses actually disappears from today's community... i just can't accept the fact why people are so ignorant, self centered, and how come the senses were actually vanished? I keep on thinking, and complaining and the usual answer that i get is, they don't have any kind of senses? how come? grrrrrr So,

Melting Heart

On being home :)

There isn't any place better than home. Home is where the heart is :)) I think, nobody can deny to me on that.....  Its soo great and its so refreshing, even when there's a time where i just can't wait to leave this place due to some circumstances, but still this is the place that i think i will end up with...huhu Ya Allah , please help me to make my life count, in your way!

Sweet apology and letting go

Huhu.. miss me anybody? haha.. Take a look on what i find  on the study table  few days ago  ... tada.... If you knew me, you'll know how much i like the cutie things..huhu Then i asked, " Siapa punya ni, kenapa comel sangat" My little brother then replied, " adik punya" I took the eraser and smiled back at the smilling face..  Look at what i find out... Then I said, " kalau adik punya, kenapa tulis from adik.. ni mesti nak bagi kat orang kan..cieeee... nak bagi kat sapa, baik habaq cepat" My brother just replied me with a smile.. I brought the note book and the eraser to his desk, and then ask him.."bagi kat kak la buku ni eh, comel"                                                 Then, I opened the book, and looked at what i find..huhu I then said.."ow, nak bagi kat kakak (my little sister, salsabila, we used to call her kakak) ke..ciee..sweet la pulak adik ni:p" He said, "cuba

Nailed it

There's something in my life i had tried my very best to avoid it. If only  I have the least things to prevent myself from doing it.. i will take whatever it is not to do it..it something personal, most of people would not understand my reluctant. Most of my family members realize it, but i am sure they don't knew the reason behind it...  So, last few days, i was left with no choice and i have to do it. And it surprised me that i nailed it !!! Fuhhh.. it something, me, myself never imagine it to happen... Fuhh.. i can still remember that 'fuh' feeling..huuuuuuu ;)....... p/s: you can now order a cup of coffee from me,..huhu..at last, i nailed this one too :)))

See you when I see you;p

Good bye Indonesia..it had been 6 years. If i had a child, he/she will now enter the kindergarten. I will be able to see them from cry, crawl, able to stand, fall, walk, run , talking, learning, etc.. so there you are.. able to see me running for my future.. being there for me, for better or worst. Thank You:) till then, see you when I see you..
I can't handle 'kalut' people i don't like to be told to do something just the way you told me to do it...excuse me, you can just do it the way you are, let me do it the way i am Grrrrrrrrrr

My mummy's words of wisdom

      Abah dan Mak kalau dalam beberapa perkara sering mempunyai pendapat yang berbeza. Abah suka gulai cair, mak suka gulai pekat. Abah suka warna terang, mak suka warna lembut..huhu..kadang-kadang rasa lawak jugakla.. tapi tentang satu perkara ni, mereka berdua sama sama berpegang kuat dengannya.... "siapa buat, dia yang dapat" huhu... Biasalah, hidup dalam keluarga yang adik beradik ramai, kerja rumah banyak, yang nak buat kerja sikit, jadi yang paling menonjol adalah sikap berkira. Sikit-sikit nak berkira, sikit sikit nak komplen, aku buat kerja lagi banyak, kau tak buat apa, duduk saja ja, tak nampak ke kerja banyak dllll... banyak pun kalau tak menyumbang tak guna jugak.. Sedar tak sedar, hidup yang harusnya maufakat menjadi berkat menjadi hancur berkecai...puncanya apa? 1. suka berkira- pada yang malas 2. rasa lebih tinggi dari orang lain- pada yang rajin Dan apa yang saya suka adalah, bagaimana mak menghadapi kami dengan kata-kata yang lembut t

Sham Kamikaze dan Pay it forward

Sham Kamikaze Terus terang, ini adalah kali pertama saya menonton dan berkongsi video ini setelah sekian lama dan sekian ramai yang berkongsi cerita ini di wall facebook. Mungkin sebab sudah tahu cerita, mungkin jugak kedekut internet , tambahan lagi mak dah cerita dengan detail, jadi tak rasa sangat nak tengok. Mungkin jugak sebelum ni, kisah artis dapat hidayah, kisah artis 'U turn' sudah acap kali didengar, jadi mungkin ini pun sama je macam kisah-kisah dulu. Mungkin (lagi?) sebab saya sebelum ini tidak mengenali dia secara peribadi, tak pernah ikut gosip ke, apa-apa update tentang dia. Tidak tahu pun lagu apa yang dinyanyikan dia, tapi tau je ada kumpulan nama Kamikaze, dan nama Sham ni sering je dengar, cuma sebab tak minat, jadi tak ambik tau sangatla..huhu..panjangnya intro...... Tapi seperti yang dikatakan diatas, makin lama, makin ramai yang share, makin ramai yang like fanpage sham ni, sampai saya jadi terpanggil.. what so great about this person? Jadi sa

Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja'altahu sahla

اللهُمَّ لا سَهْلَ إلا مَا جَعَلتَهُ سَهْلا وَ أنتَ تَجْعَلُ الحزْنَ إذا شِئْتَ سَهْلا Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja’altahu sahla, wa ‘anta taj-alul hazna idha shi’ta sahla. O Allah! There is nothing easy except what You make easy, and You make the difficult easy if it be Your Will.  I seek your help ya Allah...

sigh!

You may understand about other's situation BUT you’re not the one who suffer from it... PLEASE!!! STOP acting as if you knew it all more than they do, as if you’re the one who feel and experiece it. Being CARE is not about teaching others on how to live, they already know it MORE than you do. BUT  just simply being there and never leave them is the other ultimate choice .

Astaghafirullah - Marshanda

Maafkanlah Bila Hati tak sempurna mencintaiMU

Desire

Do you think I can make it? Do I have the talent? "You don’t get it, do you? It’s not talent, it’s DESIRE. If you want it, you’ll get it. Nothing happens unless you believe in yourself.  You’ll manage" p/s:          A: I am the only one who didn’t take this seriously B: What else is new. When did you take anything seriously? C: B!!!!

Mr Nice Guy

Sekarang saya di bahagian Pediatrik di RSUD UB.. Apa yang bestnya adalah, pediatrik adalah department kegemaran saya masa Koass dan ternyata.. cinta itu masih tetap berlanjut..hehe..cewah.. Perkara yang saya sangat suka tentang pediatrik adalah saat melihat muka ayah-ayah yang baru melihat anak yang baru dilahirkan.. sangat touching..  Dulu masa dekat sekolah ada seorang senior saya, lelaki yang selalu kena panggil ke depan perhimpunan sebab bermacam-macam kesalahan. Sampai saya pun secara tak sengaja jadi cam muka dia. Suatu hari saya pergi kantin ternampak dia dengan keluarga dia. Masa tu tiba-tiba saya nampak dia dukung dan cium adik dia yang usia lebih kurang 4 -5 tahun.. Tiba-tiba saya dapat rasa yang dia ni, orang yang baik. Orang yang baik pada budak kecil, memang orang yang baik. Orang yang menyayangi budak kecil, hati saya tak dapat nak kata dia yang lain melainkan dia memang orang yang baik. Terus pandangan saya kat dia berubah, ternyata dalam diri seseorang itu masih ad

Ahli Syurga

Mak, saat bercerita tentang sahabatnya bernama Raudhah, hampir tidak pernah saya dengar yang lain melainkan yang baik-baik sahaja. Sampai satu saat mak bercerita," kalau nak tengok ciri-ciri ahli syurga, tengoklah Raudhah.." Saya hairan. "Apa ciri yang ada pada dia yang menggambarkan ciri-ciri ahli syurga?" . Lebih kurang begitulah soalan saya. Mak kemudian menyambung cerita, " Raudhah ni, dia adalah seorang yang sangat suka meringankan orang lain. Contoh,kalau kita lagi basuh baju, tunggu nak sidai, kita datang balik tengok baju dah tersidai dengan baik. Boleh bayang tak perasaan kita masa tu macam mana? Dan bukan sekali saja, tapi berkali-kali. Tak pernah berkira" Huhu. Saya senyum kambing saja masa tu, tau je, sedikit sebanyak mak memerli kami yang asyik berkira buat kerja rumah. Serampang dua mata. Cerita-cerita baik mengenai makcik Raudhah ini berulang kali dicerita mak sampai satu tahap saya rasa, mungkin benar dia ini bakal ahli syurga,

smile smile smile

Somehow, sometimes, somewhere.... I hope whenever i step in my future home sweet home, i will smile with all my heart. BIG BIG SMILE WITH ALL MY HEART OUT.. ^___________^ I wish I wish...

Capek deh

Aikawa juga manusia biasa T_T  copy from my friend,aini. huhu tepat sekali:)   You can always be cool or at least act cool. Or in this case, be tough or at least act tough..   But when you're sick, when your body won't listen to your will and determination.. you can't even sit what more to wake up to act tough or act cool. Just when you thought you knew it all, He teaches you that you know nothing at all.