Forget

I read a FB post about my junior today, she shared about how she suffer from a chronic illness and medications she need to consume and then how the medications side effect  caused further complication..one of it causing short term memory loss..

Berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu yang memikul

I, somehow also suffer the short term memory loss. But not sure the cause.. last time i can remember most of my friends full name, birthday and phone number, events and many other details.. and i proud of it.  But somehow, i became forgetful,  slow and need more time to understand things.. in our world..we call it regression. Am I having adult autism? Or is this sign of early Alzheimer's? I am struggling. I have difficulty to put things into words . I am struggling to do presentation.. words not coming out from my brain so i am forcing myself to read the slides and this is frustrating.

Sob sob🥹🥹

Terima kasih orang baik

 First post in 2025

Just a quick one, sharing piece of my boring day..

I was too tired yesterday to the point of when I arrive home, i am flat..  until morning come

Waking up this morning, remember  I cook rice night before, so i make a fried rice out of my busy morning 

Quickly drive car, while focusing to online passover, grateful to find so much parking are in the hospital. Eat my fried rice in the car..

After that is the important one

As I walked quickly to my department, with earphone on listening to the passover.. suddenly a car stop by.. and a lady lowered her car window to ask something. I stop. Try to listen with my ear phone on. Oops.. this is voice cancelling one.. so i pull it out.. few cars stranded behind her car..I have to respond fast..

Suddenly I hear she say this..

" Tak sure Dr ingat saya lagi or tak, saya yang duduk di wad XX masa baby saya admit. Saya  ampak Dr jalan, kena berhenti jugak tegur Dr sebab tak ada peluang jumpa Dr lagi masa baby saya discharged. Seronok sangat jumpa Dr hari ni ( sambil pegang tangan I). Tq banyak tolong saya kt wad XX haritu.  '"

More cars in the line. I tap her shoulder , smile and wave bye bye.. can see happiness in her face

Happy to see me? Mee?

Gluup

Speechless 

1. Sorry I can't recall her - I am sorry

2. Tqqq for taking time to say hi

Whoever you are, you are my sunshine of the day.. of my boring day.. of a day that i felt unworthy.. to a day that I struggle to move on to end of the day.. 

Thank you .🥹🥹

2023-My new year start now

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Day 1 of life

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani

Pada-Mu aku berserah dan bergantung harap

Moga dimudahkan urusan kami

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Not a single soul

 

Blacksheep

 

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