fear is the biggest factor for me T_T

Me: " Mak, kak rasa takut la jadi doktor ni"

I am so miserable right now....

Mak: "Nak takut sebab apa..tu la, kita kena ada pergantungan dengan Allah,.... bla bla bla..

Me : " Mak nila.., orang nak mengadu ja ..bukan nak kata x mau bergantung ke apa...

Mak: Ya la.. mak ni dulu tiap kali pregnant, anak sebelum tu kecik lagi, memang rasa tak bersedia.. tapi memang tida daya dan upaya kita melainkan dengan bantuan Allah..

Ok..mak menang..hhuhu. .

Ya Allah..please make me strong!and make me stand in the right path.. I am nothing without u..

sesungguhnya aku bisa....

Nailed it!
:)

after 10 years

Today: I feel good^^^^ :))))))))

thanks you :)

       

I was about to cry today...
But..
thanks YOU :)

l am lovin it :)

I have to admit.. I had a kind of withdrawing symptoms when I am leaving surgical.. whatever it is..the first love is the one that we remember the most.. so I can't imagine  myself surviving in medical.. but some how, within this 1 week of tagging..all I can say is.. I am lovin it:) seriously serious:) wish me luck!!!!

 Within this week, two of my new chinese friends said to me that they like to work with me... I don' t know why they said that, in fact they do help me a lots.. but still I like to take it as a compliment. .and I do appreciate them for giving me hope in this new phase of life..

tadada... i am lovin it :)

every exit is an entry

Seriously..gonna miss my awesome surgical teamT_____T
THANKS FOR THE UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES...

Manis wajahmu kulihat disana :)