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Ok..i am sorry.. i learned my lesson

I always told myself to at least be there for someone whenever they need me the most. I will always told myself that. And i tried my best to fullfilled this as one of my mission in life.

Why..

Because i rarely asked people for help..when i do.. means that i really reallly really need help from some respective person. When i dont get it..i am sad.. and hopeless ..

But today.. i subconciously turn down one of my important person request... due to my unstable emotion (#nakpegikerjadramala).. i feel bad.. and i am sure she hurt..

i am sorry.. but i do learned my lesson

but still #jgnlakacautimesayankpikeja

sorry

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