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Lucky? Alhamdulillah:)

Sejak kemarin sahabat saya F, asyik kata saya " lucky" ( Nasib baik di sini: tak kantoi kalau terlambat datang) . Katanya dah lama dia perasan saya selalu bernasib baik ( mungkin dia lupa saya pernah dihukum kerana lambat;) ) . Tiap kali dia bagitahu saya, saya jadi tidak tahu nak respond macammana. "Alhamdulillah ;)",respon saya. Mungkin sebab saya pun tak rasa itu sebagai nasib yang baik. Atau sebetulnya itu memang bukan nasib baik. Mungkin itu berkat doa yang diajar Rasulullah saw untuk dibaca setiap pagi dan petang apabila keluar ruma h Bismillah hillazi La Yadhuru ma'as mihi syaiun fil ardhi wala fis sama'aie Wahuwas sami'ul 'alimm Ertinya : Dengan nama Allah,tidak dapat sesuatu pun yang memberi mudharat di bumi dan tidak juga di langit kepadaku dengan berkat namanya, dan Allah amat mendengar lagi amat mengetahui. Meaning: In the name of Allah, by whose name nothing is harmed! Neither on earth nor in the heavens and He is the all-Seeing, the a

Demam

Bila jadi houseman ni, demam pun rasa bersalah.Tapi demam tu datang juga tanpa rasa bersalah, nak buat lagu mana kan.... Kadang-kadang, saya sedar yang saya dalam beberapa perkara tidak meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya.. zalim ke macam tu? mungkin, ya, mungkin jugak tidak.. cumanya, pada saat perkara tersebut terjadi saya tidak sedar sampaila tak lama kemudian terdetik dalam hati, kenapala aku buat macam tu, kenapala, kenapala..tapi dah buat kan... how i wish i can roll back time and be more ****..... I want to move on now... despite all my weakness , my inabilities, my limits, my discouragement , lack of confident, i believe in myself that i can go through this. i really love doing this! its actually my actual feeling but its deteriorating over time. how come i'am weakening so fast? till then..

2020- New decade, its time to walk down memory lane.. Buckle up and move forward

2020 - The year that i am looking for since i was child. I still remember back then ..wawasan 2020 song keep on hitting my ears. It such an inspiration song. I actually had some images in my mind about where i am going to be in 2020.. But.. Here i am.. So i should at least show myself some respect on what my life had been through for the past 10 years.. 2011-2012: still in unpad. Finishing my final years in Bandung and became adik coass. Such a wonderful momories and experience.. I think i enjoyed my Ko Ass years the most. We learn many things. Done many procedures.. Meet up with many inspirational preceptor and specialist from various department. My favoirite one is this one Dr from paediatric.. He such a soft spoken dr, gently taking care of small babies.. This is where my first love grows... Paediatric it is.. ❤❤.. But i do enjoy some other department too.. O&g, dermatology, family medicine.. How i wish i am more serious during neurology, psychiatry and radiology pos

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