Ok..i am sorry.. i learned my lesson

I always told myself to at least be there for someone whenever they need me the most. I will always told myself that. And i tried my best to fullfilled this as one of my mission in life.

Why..

Because i rarely asked people for help..when i do.. means that i really reallly really need help from some respective person. When i dont get it..i am sad.. and hopeless ..

But today.. i subconciously turn down one of my important person request... due to my unstable emotion (#nakpegikerjadramala).. i feel bad.. and i am sure she hurt..

i am sorry.. but i do learned my lesson

but still #jgnlakacautimesayankpikeja

sorry

i wish i have a delete button

day 1 of mo ship

Gonna miss my ho life.

forever in my heart

thank you to each one of you who are with me during this journey

Alhamdulillah hi robbil alamin

also special thanks to my daddy who are so patient and always be there to strengthen me..

my mummy..for always being there

Siblings and relatives,friends, seniors , wonderful mo n specialist

not to forget all sisters, staff nurse, jm, MAs, fabet, lab n radio staff, physio n ot staff, OT staff, icu n ccu staff,all wards staff, kak lin n mija,

could not have done this without all of u

thank you

thank you T_______T

Small step

So I think.. I should start now

Bismillahhirrohmanirrohim
1.solat awal waktu
2.air kosong
3.no fb
4.m****
5.doa
6.quraan n maathurat

ini dulu buat masa ni..wish me luck :)
small step towards mardhatillah:)

random

Be Kind to your heart :)

tiba - tiba mata rasa panas lepas baca quote ni.
hati rasa sejuk.
indeed.. Allah is the most gracious and the most merciful.

great lost

Meeting my old smart brilliant high school friend at my friend's wedding today..never that I know  she elegantly quit being a houseman.. suprisingly.. I am not shocked with her decision....but I do admire her..she told me about that with a great smile I had ever seen.. it so sincere plus her happiness shining through her eyes.. she's made a great and cool decision that I never think that I will ever had the same courage to do the same things if I was in her position.

On the other hand...one of my senior are leaving us today and I admit that I am sad.. this person I do admire so much.such a role model. I do meet so many good people but nobody can challange  him in many aspect.. I do learn a lot from him..

Last but not least.... I do feel that we lost such a great teacher this week.Dr I.. wishing you all the best in master programme... you taught me a lot of things about ong and also survival skill.. I like how you always point out my weakness..that really help me to move forward. I may not agree with certain things but I do thanks you for many things..May Allah bless u always..

Such a great lost :(