some people are worth melting for :)

Learn the hard way

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me

hitam.kelam

I keep on repeating this to many peoples

"...I feel that I am entering a whole new planet.. everything seem new and they are really not being nice to me..not their people but that what I do feel..

Discourage
Sad
Stupid
afraid
Empty

All that I can say is..this is the worst situation I could ever experienced

Pray for me T_T

Not Bad

"Not bad, medical is a large field. You have to keep on reading." Was the conclusion speech my consultant told me after my final viva.

yaa..medical is a very large field..very very very large to be exact. . As big as I am ..still I am incoparable to medical's field..huhu.. but I am amazed with and inferior when thinking that Allah'S knowledge is beyond everything. .I am so tiny..less than a dust..subhanallah..

Ya Allah help me in gaining beneficial knowledge and ease my journey towards your blessing in everything I do..Amin.

Thanks to my medical teams..here I learned that..if something is good..we have to express it..like dr phong..always telling me that she like working with me..it do make me fill better.. and a few friends keep on asking me to stay..it really make me sad with this short friendship..may Allah ease everyone!

After all..I hope that I will be better in every aspect..like amy said..medical is swallowing our soul..but still I hope I can pull out myself and make the r toward the right way again.

fear is the biggest factor for me T_T

Me: " Mak, kak rasa takut la jadi doktor ni"

I am so miserable right now....

Mak: "Nak takut sebab apa..tu la, kita kena ada pergantungan dengan Allah,.... bla bla bla..

Me : " Mak nila.., orang nak mengadu ja ..bukan nak kata x mau bergantung ke apa...

Mak: Ya la.. mak ni dulu tiap kali pregnant, anak sebelum tu kecik lagi, memang rasa tak bersedia.. tapi memang tida daya dan upaya kita melainkan dengan bantuan Allah..

Ok..mak menang..hhuhu. .

Ya Allah..please make me strong!and make me stand in the right path.. I am nothing without u..

sesungguhnya aku bisa....

Nailed it!
:)