I was mumbling alone "mampuih aku!" when suddenly out of nowhere, my little brother said... "mampuih apa, tu duk hidup lagi" huhu. i smiled. big big smile appear on my face.... Sooo true, after all, i am still alive... what doesn't kill me make me stronger.. how i wish i have that simple and straight forward mind. Too much thinking somehow is bad until it is proven otherwise.. Within this one month plus plus, i do learn lots of things. New things to be exact. Its not easy somehow and i can't believe how fast time fly but i am still left behind. Wuuu, nak nangis.. But after all i do meet some good members and MO , and they do help me a lot through this process... I do receive so many comments , positive and negative feedback and some good advice.. Thanks peoples! Really appreciate it! tips from my friend, also senior HO, shafikah " Jangan takut buat salah" . My other friend , Kingston remind me on how i have to believe