Day 1 of life

and everything will never be the same:(

innalillahhi wa inna ilaihirojiun
lailaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntum minadzholimin

Scared :( :(

Make this easy for me ya Allah

Innalillahhiwainnailaihirojiun

some people are worth melting for :)

Learn the hard way

T___________________________T

me

hitam.kelam

I keep on repeating this to many peoples

"...I feel that I am entering a whole new planet.. everything seem new and they are really not being nice to me..not their people but that what I do feel..

Discourage
Sad
Stupid
afraid
Empty

All that I can say is..this is the worst situation I could ever experienced

Pray for me T_T

Not Bad

"Not bad, medical is a large field. You have to keep on reading." Was the conclusion speech my consultant told me after my final viva.

yaa..medical is a very large field..very very very large to be exact. . As big as I am ..still I am incoparable to medical's field..huhu.. but I am amazed with and inferior when thinking that Allah'S knowledge is beyond everything. .I am so tiny..less than a dust..subhanallah..

Ya Allah help me in gaining beneficial knowledge and ease my journey towards your blessing in everything I do..Amin.

Thanks to my medical teams..here I learned that..if something is good..we have to express it..like dr phong..always telling me that she like working with me..it do make me fill better.. and a few friends keep on asking me to stay..it really make me sad with this short friendship..may Allah ease everyone!

After all..I hope that I will be better in every aspect..like amy said..medical is swallowing our soul..but still I hope I can pull out myself and make the r toward the right way again.