Saturday, February 18, 2012

..... and you just do as i tell you to do

:EJ: She was very dislikable(?) at first. I thought that she couldn’t even realize how lucky she is. I thought she would weep when it hurts just a little bit. After a while, i saw that she is just a very honest person. I could see that

MY:Yeah, she’s honest, to others and herself

EJ: Yeah. She gets angry when she is angry. When she’s sorry, she says that she’s sorry. When she’s like you, she says that she likes you. She is likable.

MY: What good is you liking her? (?)

EJ: I am just saying! I complain more when i like someone. I get even louder when I hate them. I don’t even know how to even show anger right. I just keep it inside. Someone like me is even harder to deal with.

MY: At least you know it.

EJ: That’s not what you should say. You should comfort me.

MY: Like how?

EJ: “You’re fine just the way you are”

MY: Yeah, you’re cute just the way you are.

EJ: HAHAHAHA.. and you just do as i tell you. HAHAHAHA

:):)

Friday, February 17, 2012

I smile when I am happy:)



or maybe all above are not included

Sometimes things are better left unsaid



i smile when i am happy:)
i cry when i am sad T_T
i laugh when something is funny ^_^


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Ketenangan yang sama

Today is my dearest sister's special day ...
After lots of years of hard work, sacrifice, long distance relationship, drama, never ending studies , prayers etc, i'll proudly present the first Doctor in our family...

Dr Nur!!!! A big congratulation to you... or should i say a combo congratulation to you:)))))))). I am so proud of you, or maybe we should exchange, i should be your yonger sister then, because lots of things i need to learn from you..

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Cold-cold Heart

ok ok.. they called it doubtful mind, at last i get an answer:)

Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold cold heart


I tried so hard, my dear to show
That you're my every dream
Yet, you're afraid each thing I do
Is just some evil scheme
A memory from your lonesome past
Keeps us so far apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind
And melt your cold, cold heart


2023-My new year start now

011222 Day 1 of life Bismillahirrohmanirrohim Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani Pada-Mu aku berserah dan bergantung ...