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..... and you just do as i tell you to do

:EJ: She was very dislikable(?) at first. I thought that she couldn’t even realize how lucky she is. I thought she would weep when it hurts just a little bit. After a while, i saw that she is just a very honest person. I could see that

MY:Yeah, she’s honest, to others and herself

EJ: Yeah. She gets angry when she is angry. When she’s sorry, she says that she’s sorry. When she’s like you, she says that she likes you. She is likable.

MY: What good is you liking her? (?)

EJ: I am just saying! I complain more when i like someone. I get even louder when I hate them. I don’t even know how to even show anger right. I just keep it inside. Someone like me is even harder to deal with.

MY: At least you know it.

EJ: That’s not what you should say. You should comfort me.

MY: Like how?

EJ: “You’re fine just the way you are”

MY: Yeah, you’re cute just the way you are.

EJ: HAHAHAHA.. and you just do as i tell you. HAHAHAHA

:):)

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