do you know that the goldfish only have 2 seconds memories.... i don't know either......but pasta taught me that...:) oh, sometimes i wonder how does it feel to have only two seconds in your memory.... :), sometimes, i wonder who i am if i am not myself.. sometimes, i wonder where can i go, if i am not staying in this place.. i wonder why i don't have the courage to do something beyond my expectation.. i wonder why i like to fight for mY life? why don't i just let it to just flow all i want to do right now is to sink myself in the water and enjoy the coolness i want to float myself at a nice, quite lake with a nice view at night, in dark, watching upon the star, alone all i want right now is not to be found... i want to be free, i want to free my mind, i want to let go, back off and i want to grow up differently... let me be p/s: “In my thoughts, I’ve packed my bags more than a hundred times.”-cinderella sisters p/s 2: thanks :)