2 seconds memories

do you know that the goldfish only have 2 seconds memories....

i don't know either......but pasta taught me that...:)

oh, sometimes i wonder how does it feel to have only two seconds in your memory.... :),

sometimes, i wonder who i am if i am not myself..

sometimes, i wonder where can i go, if i am not staying in this place..

i wonder why i don't have the courage to do something beyond my expectation..

i wonder why i like to fight for mY life? why don't i just let it to just flow

all i want to do right now is to sink myself in the water and enjoy the coolness

i want to float myself at a nice, quite lake with a nice view at night, in dark, watching upon the star, alone

all i want right now is not to be found...

i want to be free, i want to free my mind, i want to let go, back off and i want to grow up differently...

let me be

p/s: “In my thoughts, I’ve packed my bags more than a hundred times.”-cinderella sisters

p/s 2: thanks :)

Comments

Lucky? Alhamdulillah:)

Sejak kemarin sahabat saya F, asyik kata saya " lucky" ( Nasib baik di sini: tak kantoi kalau terlambat datang) . Katanya dah lama dia perasan saya selalu bernasib baik ( mungkin dia lupa saya pernah dihukum kerana lambat;) ) . Tiap kali dia bagitahu saya, saya jadi tidak tahu nak respond macammana. "Alhamdulillah ;)",respon saya. Mungkin sebab saya pun tak rasa itu sebagai nasib yang baik. Atau sebetulnya itu memang bukan nasib baik. Mungkin itu berkat doa yang diajar Rasulullah saw untuk dibaca setiap pagi dan petang apabila keluar ruma h Bismillah hillazi La Yadhuru ma'as mihi syaiun fil ardhi wala fis sama'aie Wahuwas sami'ul 'alimm Ertinya : Dengan nama Allah,tidak dapat sesuatu pun yang memberi mudharat di bumi dan tidak juga di langit kepadaku dengan berkat namanya, dan Allah amat mendengar lagi amat mengetahui. Meaning: In the name of Allah, by whose name nothing is harmed! Neither on earth nor in the heavens and He is the all-Seeing, the a...

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Bila jadi houseman ni, demam pun rasa bersalah.Tapi demam tu datang juga tanpa rasa bersalah, nak buat lagu mana kan.... Kadang-kadang, saya sedar yang saya dalam beberapa perkara tidak meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya.. zalim ke macam tu? mungkin, ya, mungkin jugak tidak.. cumanya, pada saat perkara tersebut terjadi saya tidak sedar sampaila tak lama kemudian terdetik dalam hati, kenapala aku buat macam tu, kenapala, kenapala..tapi dah buat kan... how i wish i can roll back time and be more ****..... I want to move on now... despite all my weakness , my inabilities, my limits, my discouragement , lack of confident, i believe in myself that i can go through this. i really love doing this! its actually my actual feeling but its deteriorating over time. how come i'am weakening so fast? till then..

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