Curhat

I was mumbling alone "mampuih aku!" when suddenly  out of nowhere, my little brother said... "mampuih apa, tu duk  hidup lagi"

huhu. i smiled. big big smile appear on my face....

Sooo true, 
after all, i am still alive...
what doesn't kill me make me stronger..

how i wish i have that simple and straight forward mind. Too much thinking somehow is bad until it is proven otherwise..

Within this one month plus plus, i do learn  lots of things. New things to be exact. Its not easy somehow and i can't believe how fast time fly but  i am still left behind. 

Wuuu, nak nangis..

But after all i do meet some good members and MO , and they do help me a lot through this process... 

I do receive so many comments , positive and negative feedback and some good advice.. Thanks peoples! Really appreciate it!

 tips from my friend, also senior HO, shafikah
" Jangan takut buat salah" . 

My other friend , Kingston remind me on how i have to believe in my judgement.

and the latest one, azrul, another senior HO, advice me to be more confident... 

huuu..

After a long discussion with my mum, i was diagnosed to have low self esteem. It may be true or may not be true. The truth is i am still not ready to face the world as much as they want me to. I need passion. I need strong desire to overcome this. Pray for me ok... :)

To whom it may concern, thank you, for being with me especially during this period of time. May Allah grant you Hassanah fidduniya wal akhirah:)